Top 10 Stuff I Do When I Have Depression

1. pray

- I tell God about everything. He's my refuge. I ask help that someday, things will be better and my days will be brighter.

2. EAT

- I crave for food when I'm sad. Especially Mcdo. hahaha. That's why I get fat.

3. daydream

- I daydream a lot. Reminiscing the past, like everything's going so fast. haha

4. sing

- Uhuh, I sing. Mostly the songs I listen to are about love and it makes me remember of those memories. CORNNY! hahaha

5. magtanga

- Ano english niyan? haha. I'm not in my usual self. loser.

6. laugh

- I laugh like i'm so happy but in the inside, i'm not. hahahaha. dramaqueen!

7. send love quotes

- i'm not fond of giving GMs via sms,but when i get depressed, that's the time i send love quotes thru GMs. haha

8. sleep

- Yes, wishing i'll never wake-up in this nightmare.

9. watch love stories

- hahahaha. Yeap! Hoping there's still hope and keeping myself satisfied. lol

10. cry

- This is the least I think `cause I don't cry anymore. I mean, I can't cry anymore. If I wanted to cry about something, I usually force myself. That's why it's so hard for me.

11. Post this blog

- hahahaha. hanggang top 10 lang kaya! anyway, don't mind my 11th. :p

I won't force it anymore, even though it's killing me. I miss you.