Confused.
I am. These days I'm starting to forget my feelings for him. I am trying, even though it's too hard. I don't even try to text him. I did lots of stuff just to make myself busy just so I can forget what happened. So last night, I was invited at my friend's graduation party. They really forced me because there were only 5 of them celebrating (KJ kasi ibang classmates ko). I arrived at his place around 9:00 I guess. We were having fun chitchatting and playing basketball. And suddenly we forgot to buy soft drinks. HAHA! So I went with them because I wanna buy load too. My cellphone beeped and suddenly I got a message from HIM.
HIM: jey!
I was like: "Oh my God! Shet, nagtext siya!" :) I felt like I wanna scream my heart out or jump till I'm satisfied. I was very happy and then I remembered I should forget him. But I didn't mind that, I replied to his message and we started a conversation. After 3 hours, I got tipsy from IT (I got the term from Jam, haha!). And he wasn't replying anymore so I didn't mind. I went home around 2 and rushed to my bed. I woke-up around 8:30 am and I felt an ache in my head. Nausea struck and I just felt so dizzy! I asked my brother to make a hot choco for me but it didn't work out. So I went back to sleep and woke-up around 12 noon. I checked at my phone and I found out that my messages didn't reach him that's why I didn't get any reply from him. I texted him immediately and apologized for not replying to him. Then I opened my YM `cause I got bored and I miss my friends. Suddenly, a window popped on my screen, and it was HIM. :) We had this fun conversation and it was so like yesterday. But our conversation have to end `cause he still have his classes and it ended like this:


Why now? I'm already starting to forget these feelings and suddenly you make me remember it. I'm confused. Should I go for it? Or stop already? Why is this happening? Is this just some good time or not? HEEEEEEEELP! X(


I miss you Monica Katarina Ashley C. Jordan and CNSB! April 6 okay? Can't wait. XD See you guys! I love you!